Don’t be that human….

Isn’t it interesting when the universe gives you learning parallels?

What I mean is, those moments when you see something in one specific time, and it relates to something else.

Its as if the universe has something for me.

Either that or the algorithms of the internet really are mind and emotion readers. Oh dear.

Anyway.

If you read my recent piece you will know that a skill that I have been learning in the beginning of 2023 has been photography.

I have managed to start a small catalogue of stock photography here

James Ballantyne Stock Photos

They reject quite a few, so I’m just pleased to have over 20 on there, and its honing what I take photos of. I know I’m not going to be a millionaire through photography but its fun, well, most of the time it is.

To aid me in my learning in this month ive started watching a number of photography you tube channels. Honestly the free learning here is amazing. Now I know I feel a beginner at this, there’s so many helpful guidance out there.

One of the things I was beginning to notice was though was that most of the nature and landscape photographers had what looked like massive expensive cameras, and that they showed only the best photos on their videos. Some amazing ones though.

And I was just starting to feel a bit frustrated that I would not be able to take photos like them, without the right equipment.

Then I watched this video by James Popsys titled…

‘Dont be that photographer’

And I wondered what he was going to get at. He videos himself heading up to a bleak part of snowdonia and tried for 3 days to get photos of sunrises and sunsets over the mountains. His 2 days of failing included not having audio on for the video itself and weather that prevented even sight of the mountains themselves.

But what he said was interesting.

He said that as a photographer, the one comment that he got most ways from people who either complained about their lack of expensive cameras or equipment, or were condescending of his.

To which he replied by saying, ‘Dont be that photographer’

He said that the most important aspects of being a photographer , especially outdoors, landscape and nature and scenes, generally, are present already in a relatively cheap (less than £250) camera, and the rest is what is already present in the scene and in the eye of the photographer, as well as knowing their kit and craft.

He was saying, don’t be that photographer who is blaming equipment, the weather, conditions for their lack of good photography. Because all the components are there, but it takes work and effort, its a craft, a skill to learn, hone and develop.. its art.

So im thinking… yes he is talking to me, as a learning photographer.

But he’s also talking to me as a human too.

James, Dont be ‘that’ human – that blames someone else – when I could do something about it.

Dont be ‘that’ human – that forgets that the difficult and suffering are part of life

Dont be ‘that’ human that succumbs to getting frustrated when something doesnt happen easily, learning is a challenge..

Dont be ‘that’ human – that is gets impatient with comparing myself with others – learn to develop myself as I am.

Dont be ‘that’ human – that forgets that what I need to know is closer that I think, it is within

Dont be that human – that stops noticing the now, the quiet, the breath

Dont be ‘that’ human – that doesn’t see the beauty of what’s already in the universe, like light and dark, like texture, colour and change.

Dont be that human that is harsh on himself, self critical on the cloudy days when ‘nothing’ seems to happen – like today when actually, the drive included rainbows and the walk included kingfishers, but nothing on camera, just still moments of universe blessings.

James…. dont be ‘that’ human….

What about you… ?

So im learning photography. Maybe its giving me an opportunity to learn a lot more too.

Ill end this piece with a photo from when I was trying to put some learning into practice last weekend, this was me trying to play with light, perspective and settings on Seaton Carew Common beach. Sometimes its only sticks and random pieces of wood that make photos a bit more interesting.