Emotions – Page 30 – James Ballantyne

With the exception of days like today (April fools day in the UK) , I’ve always believed in writing about things that I thought were true. Today is that one day when, over on my other blog I like to do something a little bit light. But it is only for one day. The rest…

Walking the hard road of loving myself

Mar 10, 2022

Emotions, Healing, Journey, Self awareness, Therapy

Emotional abuse, importance, narcissism, Parental Abuse, self-worth, Value

From nothing, to love

Courage to be Human

Mar 8, 2022

Emotions, Healing, Journey, Self awareness

brave, Courage, life, self, vulnerability

A Poem on Courage

What if my Monster only Abused Me?

Feb 9, 2022

Emotions, Journey, Self awareness, Trauma

DARVO, Emotional abuse, emotional immaturity, narcissism, Parental Abuse, Parents, Psychopathy, triangulation

Maybe I was going to realise this eventually. For all that I have described the details of the abuse I suffered. What if it was just me. What if it was just me, and my family who suffered and experienced the monster. Our Monster. Because, its very likely isnt it? Thats the game they play…