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RIP The Queen – You made me feel big – James (aged 5)
The Queen is here And a Giant is here And I am here frightened and I am in the Queens house and I am Big Wrote a little blonde me aged 5 – about 7 months after I had visited… Continue reading
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Vulnerability; The Surprising Path to Spiritual Growth
I written before that being involved in church as a teenager was a ‘safe place’ for me. It was a place to develop a bit of an identity, a space to have some importance – I was a junior leader,… Continue reading
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The Joy of First Time Puddles
It rained today. Actually, where I was, it more than rained today Rain bounced off the roof today Rain flooded the cafe patio where I was today And it deluged the country lanes off North Yorkshire today for about 4… Continue reading
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Surviving Psychopathic Parenting (Part 34) I had Hope – The Countdown to the end was in sight.
How the clock ticked down throughout my teenage years. Continue reading
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I’m Sorry (in advance)
Don’t shoot me, but I ran this week and I liked it. Continue reading
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The Greatest Challenge
Have you worked out the Greatest Challenge in Life yet? The easiest thing, is to be doing something. To be continually doing something. To be planning to be doing something is still doing something. To be doing. Last week I… Continue reading
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Finding Peace
On Finding Peace Continue reading
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EMDR and my Anxious Mind
When I got triggered by something a few weeks ago I went into a bit of a spiral. Downwards. And I forgot. My mind went into overdrive The words, fears and punishments from my childhood got relived into my present.… Continue reading
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Might the Emotionally Abusive treat pets like they do animals? (mine did)
Narcissistic, sociopathic, psychopathic people dont see you. They just dont. They only see you as an extension of themselves Or as something to take from. A tool. You are their entitlement. Thats the humans. Or the items they see, that… Continue reading
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My Problem(s) being an Abuse Victim
Why I dont like being a Victim (Its Complicated) Continue reading
James Ballantyne
The Universe conspires to help the dreamer
Paulo Coelho
Life is a Journey paved with Love
James Ballantyne 