Self awareness
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Wilderness wasn’t a choice I didn’t go, I didnt choose, it wasnt what I had planned It was where I found myself lost confused pushed with no-where else to go asking for help asking for love asking for safety lost..but closer to who I am but I didnt realise it, not at the time I…
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Maybe I was going to realise this eventually. For all that I have described the details of the abuse I suffered. What if it was just me. What if it was just me, and my family who suffered and experienced the monster. Our Monster. Because, its very likely isnt it? Thats the game they play…
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I could wait until lifer was a bit more sorted But, life is ok Its just the situation now I find myself in thats, well, a bit on the uncertain side Looking for jobs and houses in the same month – is a ‘bit’ tiring So I could wait Wait for life to be better…
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I think I must have been 7 or 8 years old when I got the lead role in the Primary school play, I was to take the part of the shop keeper. There was no selection process, other that my primary school teacher Mrs Knox (I think) choosing me for the role. I remember it…
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Love will find a way To tell you something is wrong, With your heart. Love will find a way To show you what is hurting, With your heart. Love will find a way To break the barriers, Surrounding your heart. Love will find a way To keep persisting with you, From your heart. Love will…
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Heres a short poem and reflection on growth I wrote after watering my spring bulbs, do enjoy!
James Ballantyne 