Thank you for reading my words.
Emotions
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Holding the weight, when the other doesn’t
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≻: Holding the weight, when the other doesn’tI was wondering, what are the things we do, when in the midst of abusive relationships, before we realise that…
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Tears of Validity
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≻: Tears of ValidityValidation Vindication Someone else gets it Someone else believes me Someone else names the monster Someone else means, im not…
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When there is nothing, but relief
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≻: When there is nothing, but reliefI wonder – does ‘grief-guilt’ exist? Not the ‘I should have done this’ ‘ I could have prevented something happening’…
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‘How can I stop myself becoming like them?’
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≻: ‘How can I stop myself becoming like them?’Spiders, Clowns, Heights, Buttons, Spaces, The dark, Nuclear war, being bullied at school…. These weren’t the things I fear in…
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Allowing Shit to Settle
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≻: Allowing Shit to SettleNo thanks I’d rather pretend the shit didn’t exist thank you very much I’d rather add a whole layer of…
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Surviving Psychopathic Parenting (Part 20) Turning up to school, with blood on my hands
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≻: Surviving Psychopathic Parenting (Part 20) Turning up to school, with blood on my hands(TW, Self Harm) There was blood on my hands every day I was in Primary school. No scars of the…
James Ballantyne 