And there she found me. 
At the window. 
Summer Sun
Shining through. 
Glimmers of light
On my body hair. 
Miracles of me. 

And there she found me.
And invited me. 
To hold her hand
A while. 
And trust. 
Her touch. 

And there she touched. 
My fingers into her palm
Holding me.
Lifting me
Out. Open. Free. 
From comfort calling itself as safe.

And there she lifted me. 
Her touch a movement
Felt from the colours of love
Her sister
And I looked up
And out. 

And there I looked
To trees and morning light
Surrendered into stories
And imagination
Not fingerprints that needed to be cleaned on the glass. 
Leave that behind she said. 
Come. 

Come into the wonder that those fingerprints are your miracle
That mark is what you did. 
Uniquely perfect revealed in light. 
Follow me into your own beauty, she said. 
Wander into the expansion, one finger print at a time. 
Come and play with me. 

Lets go together. 
Lets go now
Lets go with love
Im always here

Spiders webs glimmer in the corners
Nuthatch pearling in the trees
Talking. Singing. Living
Thoughtless. Pure. 
Inviting me into their morning. 
As the warm wind through the window
Breathed upon my naked legs. 

She held me into colours
She held me through my dreams
She held me into dreams that I couldn’t have
And waited until I could
Have them at all. 
Memories awakened Imagination
Held in her aware gentle hand. 
She was always there. 
In spaces I could not go to
Spaces in between. 

Spaces where poets bathe their words
And dreamers sing their songs
And every word rich with myth
Every tree a friend. 
Spaces where insanity feels like home. 
Where dreamers believe again. 
Like they always could. 

And there she found me
And there I cried. 
For all the dreams id left inside. 
For all the dreams I could not try. 
For all the ages of my soul. 
I cried a thousand griefs, 
The years of silence, years of shame
Years of survival, thoughts that reigned. 

And then she found me. 
She was always there. 
Wirh interruptions I could not follow
Beyond expectations I had to keep
With interruptions that disturbed
That required a bravery I did not have
Waiting. 
For me. 
Her hand gentle. 
Her hand moving me. 
Touch so pure. 
Here. Now. 

Looking up into the heavenly sea. 
To brightness of the heart
Rising into the awakening dawn
Soul Expansion. 
In everywhere. 
Beyond everything.
And finally,
I was more alive.
And more free. 

Held with wonder,
Held with love.
As she found me.